In this situation…

If you can’t beat ‘em, join ‘em. Hope the night ends well.

an eye for an eye

From now on when someone does something to upset me, I’m just going to do the same thing back. If my brother wants to invite people over without seeing if it’s okay with me first (since the living room is my room and I should have a say as to whether or not people are just hanging out in my room doing as they please… I do pay rent for this living room) I’m just going to invite a bunch of people that I know to go in his room and disturb him and sit on his bed and touch his stuff.

If the cat poops in the tub and it doesn’t get cleaned right away…I, too, will poop in the tub and leave it there for three days.

If my dishes are used and left molding a room, someone else’s dishes will be used and left molding on the living room floor.

If other people keep waking me up EVERY time I try to sleep, I will be as loud as possible while they are sleeping.

That’s the only solution I can think of at this point. Talking about the issue is apparently good for a one-time-only fix, and then it’s back to the BS.

I guess if I’m going to be surrounded by assholes I’m just going to have to be an asshole myself.

Fuck ‘em.

madface.

I’m not impressed by the fact that there is no more banana nut oatmeal left in the pack.

I assumed that when my Mother gave it to us, she was also hoping that her daughter could benefit from the deliciousness of that flavor.

I’m stuck with Cinnamon Bun. Woo.

More Importantly:

I’m sad to hear that Seiji Ozawa has been diagnosed with Cancer.

I will pray that he does well with treatment and is able to continue his career as a composer for many more years.

fail.

Already failing at my big resolution. Quitting is difficult when you live in a house with smokers and you drink.

I think I’ll start over again today. Suffer through it. I’ve got 7 days of patches left anyway. 7 should be enough.

it’s about that time.

2010 Resolution #1:

Stay smoke free!

That’s just me.

I said that I wasn’t going to write until after Christmas.

Then I wrote posts. Then I deleted them.

Christmas is tomorrow, and I’m starting over again a little early. If you see me post something that is later deleted, it’s because I had a moment of rage or despair in which I needed an outlet and I posted something extremely negative. This is something I’m trying not to do anymore.

A few pluses:

*Holiday pay differential at work this week  = Serena working less and still making quota = less stress right before Christmas!

*Logging into work to find 1 super positive review batch = Serena starting off her day on the right foot.

*Logging into e-mail to find that I won $10 in a drawing at work = This day just keeps getting better!

Today’s agenda:

*Working

*More picture editing/illustrating

*Laundry

*Cleaning

*Helping parents wrap gifts

*Having delicious pizzas and playing Wii and watching Christmas movies with my family

*Baking cookies for Santa!

I <3 Christmas!!

summation.